It's a start

You spend much of your time wondering where you're going to go in life and less time enjoying the time you have at this moment. Enjoying the now.

In my heart I wonder why I spend a lot of time worrying about tomorrow - what I'm going to do when I move out or who I am going to marry.

I'm sixteen years old and here I sit blogging. I guess I really like the idea of doing this because I want a place where I can get my feelings out and not be judged. All the things I want to type are safe to type in a place where I can be myself.

Where it doesn't really matter who reads it I guess. It's not like I have anything to hide from anyone at all. I want to be honest.

I want to be me.

It's a new start.

First off, I must say that I never thought I'd blog. It's easier than writing out something in a journal, searching for the perfect pen or pencil to write with. All I have to do here is pick my font and go! It's so much simpler. I also see that I am a huge typing fanatic, a writer, and a thinker. I'm always thinking.

I feel very strongly about just writing out what I like - my feelings and my life in general. I live in a desolate place where not much happens; a storm here and there or a power outage at most. I'm not popular, I don't have many friends and I'm currently working on getting my GED.

What's wrong with that?

I suppose things could be worse, I could be pantsless in front of a huge crowd of people with no dignity left. But I'm not. I'm sitting at my desk writing pointless things. That makes me feel good in some way. It helps.

It could be that I don't have anything better to do than to sit here and write about myself. I'm not a self centered person, just a lonely one.

I guess that's all I have to say for now.

That's all.

-Lyn